We
know who Jesus is. He is the Son of the Living God,
and the Second Person of the Blessed Trinity. Every thing that
Jesus said
was important. Today, we heard His last sermon. He mounted
His
pulpit, the Cross, for the last time, and preached Seven Last Words, or
Seven
Last Expressions, as found in the four Gospels. Not only is it
important
but the words that Jesus gave us, these Last Seven Words, were given at
great
effort and suffering on His part. I think we are all aware of
what crucifixion
is, and how terrible it is, and how the victim really dies of
asphyxiation. It is difficult to breathe. In order to
inhale, Jesus
would have to push Himself up somehow, with the little strength He had
left. Because, when we talk, we exhale. Certainly, every
word He
said was said with great pain, and great suffering. We had better
listen to
what He has to tell us very carefully.
“Today you will be with me in paradise,”
to the good thief, Dismas we believe
his name was. You know the story;
Jesus was crucified between two thieves, two criminals,
revolutionaries.
There are several accounts of what their crimes were. However,
one of
them said, “Hey, why don’t you save us if you’re the Messiah.
Save
yourself as well.” He mocked Jesus. The other guy said,
“Why don’t
you shut up? This man has done nothing wrong.” Then he
looked at
Jesus and said, “Lord, remember me when you come into Your
kingdom.” That
was the first confession. That was the last prayer of that thief,
and it
might have been his first. It was the only prayer he ever
needed.
“Remember me when You come into Your kingdom.” Jesus said, “This
day you
will be with me in paradise.” That’s mercy.
I have said this, and I
think this may have been Jesus’ greater pain, the
greatest pain on the day of His death, His crucifixion, that He watched
His
mother watch Him die. If we got things right, parents are
supposed to die
first, children later. Those of you who have lost a child know
the pain
that Our Lady knows. I used to pray that my mom would die before
me.
One time, she said, “What are you praying for?” And I said,
“Praying you
die first, mom,” because I was afraid if something happened to me, that
she
couldn’t take it. You know what I mean? I am sure Jesus
felt the
same way about His mom, His beloved mother. He in His agony,
watched
her. I think that hurt Him more than the nails and the crowns,
and the
whips and the spit, and all the rest of it. Seeing the pain that
woman
had to endure.
I read an article just
yesterday, that said this is not despair, because He is
praying, He is asking, He is talking to God, and in despair, one
doesn’t.
One turns one’s back. Its not despair. But it’s as close to
despair
as He could have come. The reason is, at that moment, the Bible
tells us
that Jesus became sin. You know that passage. It is
shocking, isn’t
it? It says, in the scriptures, “He became sin,” because He took
on all
the sin of the world. Every sin that ever has been committed, was
committed, and that ever will be committed, He took on, this moment of
His
Passion, took on all our garbage, took it on Himself. He became
sin. God can’t stand sin. And so, at that moment, this
moment when
Jesus Christ became sin, He was as far away from God as any human
person has
ever been from God. He is human, Jesus. He was at the
opposite pole
of possibilities. X to the what power? You know.
That’s your
job out there, I don’t know what that means. That place where He
was when
He said this prayer was dark, and scary, and fearful, and ugly.
We used
to say, “He descended into Hell, and on the third day rose
again.”
Better, “He descended into Sheol,” the place of the dead to the
Hebrews.
That is where He met Adam, and said, “How ya’ doin? I’ve come to
take you
home.” That is where He met all those who had died before
Him. “I
come to take you home.”
He, who created the waters
on the second day, said, “I thirst.” He longed
for a drop of water. However, He really was speaking
metaphorically. He wasn’t thirsting for water. Of course,
he was
thirsty. But He was thirsting for the love of those who were
killing him,
just as He thirsted for the love of the Samaritan woman at the
well.
Remember, He told her the similar “I thirst.” She said, “Well,
drink some
water.” He was thirsting not for water but for her faith.
That is
what He thirsts for. This is the Son of God, you know, who is
perfect,
who is complete but has chosen to become incomplete, without your faith
in Him,
your love for Him. It is more than important to Him. He
gave
everything for what He asks of you in return – your faith. That
means you
live according to His way, obey His commandments, and you love
Him. Take
that personally. Jesus Christ thirsts for you.
That was not a word of
surrender; it was a statement of triumph, it was a
“mission accomplished.” He came to be poured out, as Father
Joshua told
us last night on Holy Thursday. He poured Himself out for us,
completely,
drained. Like a candle that’s consumed in its mission, He was
drained of
life, so that we might live. He accepted this death. He was
born
for it. If He had not died, you could not live. It was the
end of
His mission. Yet, we duck death, and make believe that somehow we
are
going to live to be 300 or 400. It’s the silliest thing in the
world to
listen to how we talk about death, which we should look forward to as
Christians. For, it’s our last day here and our first day there.
Although, for me, there is some time in between the two.
I’ve got
some …. You know what I mean. It’s good to be healthy, we
want to
be healthy, and we don’t certainly want to die today. But we need
to say,
“I want to die! Someday.” Here we are saying, “We believe
in you,
God!” Yet, when the moment of death comes, we’re scratching and
we’re
holding on, and we’re, “No! Don’t take me!” That doesn’t
make
sense. Have you ever seen a high school senior that’s so sad
because he
doesn’t want to leave
“Father, into Your hands I commend my
spirit.”
I’ve been a priest for 15
years. Not a long time, I was ordained later in
life. I have been at the bedside of a number of people, I want to
say 3
or 4, who said those words, “Into Your hands I commend my spirit,” and
died
shortly thereafter. That’s the goal, our goal, to be able to say
those
words. Jesus said that with ultimate trust, perfect trust and
loyalty to
the Father. He knew where He was going. Not long before, He
said,
“Why have You forsaken Me?” Now He knew where He was, and where
He was
going.
Trust in God’s mercy and
love. I guess you do, because you are here
today. We trust in His mercy, and we trust in His love. It
is my
prayer, and your prayer, I know, that at the moment of your death and
my death,
those words might be on our lips, “Father, into Your hands I commend my
spirit.”